So…that essay I was freaking out about last night isn’t done.  It’s no where near completion yet and IT’S DUE TOMORROW!!!! I think I’m in a state of apathetic shock and/or resignation and I’ve faced the fact that no matter how hard I try at this point, it’s gonna suck.  I had almost two weeks to do this thing and I waited (again) to the last possible minute.

I can’t help it!  I just work better under pressure!! :( :( I SOOO NEED TO ACE THIS THOO!!! ><

Oh right, my topic is now Special Interest Groups in Canadian Politics – EW.  I know, it was supposed to be about Parliamentary reform but I just couldn’t drum up anything interesting nor bold to say about it and my prof did say my writing isn’t “gutsy” enough.  Fuck that.  This is evidence based politics and thus, postive.  I’m also not gonna get all crazy passionate about a 2000 word paper on a subject I could care less about.

Btw, I promise my next post will not be about school as my posts have been recently.  I promise some juicy gossip! Including updates on my Ayden and some guy who’s infatuation with me seems to stretch all the 1000s of km between him and I…although I have to admit, I’m more creeped out than flattered and kind of suspect his mom – YES! HIS MOM! – who adores me is trying to set us up.  Creeeepy.